He likes me.. likes me not!!!!!!

he likes me..he likes me not....

This is the same story every time...
only one character changes and therez a 'kahani me twist' everywhere

A mistake??? my imagination??? or i deliberatley always read it wrong??

'Stupid woman block your brains, work harder, buy comics, have a brownie, GO... SLEEP'

Arent you curious now...

characters: me and mr. never to be'

story 1:
He sprouted from the pages of my pen friends'.i had a few pals around the country.we didnt have the internet then.. and we wrote on paper. he was a medical student in the silchar medical college.i was in my end school days
letters exchanged, and then one day he decided he liked me or more so he has fallen in love...after a year of penning letters,mushy cards,we exchanged photographs... and decided to meet one winter in kolkata... when i was coming for my cousin's wedding and he for a semester break...
we met , he made me realize how ugly i was, talked for two hours and that was the end of the 'love'...
.. my first heart break...

story 2:

characters: me , mr.never to be 1, mr.never to be 2

My graduation days...
I couldnt decide which one to do with...
it was probably the aftermath of studying in a girl's school for 14 years.
since i was so indecisive about either..i decided not to decide anymore....
resultant..some of my friends were really angry coz i acted a bitch hurting their friends in the chain...
well, there were no heart breaks..coz there were no revelations here....

one of them is happily married today...and is a good friend to me:)
i have no clue what happened to the other

story 3
characters: me, the greatest psycho
This i cant summarize... is all i can say..
it was the worst nightmare.. i was with the greatest psycho of the world...
it started with a immature girl getting a lot of attention, the first time she stepped out into the world to make a career and ended with a emtionally and physically broken experience...which i havent still been able to recover from.

story 4
characters: me, the knight
He emerged from a bet played on a old hindi song...that one i won.
It was love for me i know for sure.. what i still am not sure of is what it had in store for him. he was the knight who kept me alive when i was supposed to die. he spoke, listened, supported, loved, cared...or so i imagined.
then when time came to be a real man...he couldnt find his balls...

He is a 'happily' married man today.
..I bet i lost it bad....:)

story 4
characters: the brain fucked me, mr emotional

Everything was ok with him...till..
he cried..and cried everyday
and called upmteen times a day
and wanted me to run to him leaving everything
and we had nothing substantial to talk about
and called every hour and my ears hurt....

...I couldnt handle it.....I cant handle emotional overdoseS.....

story 5
characters: The confused me, mr. could be...(a would be never to be..perhaps)
He likes me!!!! He likes me not!!!!
He likes me!!!! He likes me not!!!!
wait woman!!!go woman!!!!
why does he call!!! why doesnt he call!!!
be careful woman!!!
hint hint hint!!!!!!
no way! no way! noway!
why do i think so much!!!! go have a brownie!!! go sleep!!!!

...I havent got a clue about whats going on...
i know it too will end up in another heartache...but i smile when i think of him...
:)