Series of days

these i wrote the initial days of ahmedabad....days were tough but each day brought some angel to my rescue...

May 24, 2006
this is a little piece from a chat box..what i wrote to one of my friend..my one dearest friend...saved it. if she reads she will know....she is always worried...as lost as she is..cute..cartoon but with a heart. she put me separate from the whole world...without judging my actions against the world...left a small pink shirt for me to wash and make some new shirts..left her blue towel and broken shoes too..im leaving your old broken shoes in this house....hope ur new shoes are soft to ur feet...

i asked saty if he had to take some zandu balm that nite..after all the boys went nuts at our cackle. im sure rest of the guys need some asprin too. i remember tuhin shocked out of his skeleton cage to see me take a drag from saty's cig.that morning was fun..felt like a daze as if we got drunk..guess we talked too much.....afterall there was so much to talk about...dad asked me who was reading books on how to make trucks. he probably thought i was changing my profession..ma sent u some blessing....i cut my hair...will upload the pics tommorow..it feels like a release..if i cud would have gone bald was getting tempted..had asked the dresser to cut up as much...she was shocked....

May 25, 2006
walked out of the ofc yesterday as usual..
have to make 25 designs per day now..have to speed up..
was just thinking and walking when saw samir again..sat for some chai...one new face one famliar but unknown face..smiled..told samir hadnt been well the night before....just got talking with everybody the unknown faces turned into known ones ..sourav-iit kanpur and mahesh-product design. got talking on things and things...seemed another evening will pass by engaged in talking...led them to intekab bhai's...(wish you were here..wish could walk back with you by the river again)..fruit beer..mmm the day was well done..but still got talking...sat on a swing after a long long time...it was nice talking to them...talked till 1 in the night..time flew till i was sleepy ..had to sleep ..to go home...

each day brings new people..but wish they wouldnt feel like a gust of wind on my face.....wish i could open my heart to accept more...let people in my